We're on our own...

It sure was nice to come home to a stocked refrigerator, all of our laundry washed, house cleaned, cupboards organized and of course help and company as we started this journey of parenthood....Ted's Mom stayed with us until today after the birth of Elle. As she was leaving, I think we all realized how priceless this week has been. She got to greet us as Ted and I entered the house for the very first time with Elle, she got to help bathe her for the very first time, she even stayed up with me each and every night with Elle and even allowed me to get a few hours of sleep while she stayed awake with her. She went to Elle's first doctors appointment and first trip to Target (they stayed in the car and napped while Ted and I shopped). 

Mom Close was crying as the end of her stay (for now) came to a close. Trust me, we were all really, really sad to see her go but then I also think of how lucky she is and how sad I am that my Mom and Dad don't get to share these priceless moments with Elle. It breaks my heart because both my Mom and Ted's Mom would have been amazing together here this week. They're both so helpful, laid back and funny. She is lucky, we are lucky, Elle is lucky--I am certain she will have an amazing bond with her Grandma Close and I only can hope, spiritually with Grandma Olszowy. 

Christina arrived on Friday. You should have seen her eyes as she first walked in and saw Elle for the first time. Aunt Christina fell in love instantly and they are sure to have a very special relationship for the rest of their lives. 

We're learning each and every day..every minute, actually. Sleep is a foreign word but this entire process is a pretty amazing experience. It's not easy though and I so appreciate my Mother and other Mother's even more now. 

I love you Mom and Dad and wish you were here. Elle is really something.