Like you have known for many years, I was given the gift of friendship from the both of you (as I have mentioned in previous posts). My friends mean the world to me and I feel as if I have always let them know that. Perhaps not verbally, but through my actions. Whether it be calling them often, sending them emails, a simple card, planning a vacation....or just being there when they needed me the most. Hey, I even drove my friend to Arizona once, although the car we were driving was automatic which I had never driven. (Ali- I will never forget that trip).
Through this tragedy, you realize who is really in for the long hall. These individuals know I may struggle for a long time. They don't have expectations of me. They just love me for who I am and understand the importance of honoring the both of you.
I only hope I will one day be able to return the kindness, love and friendship they have given me.
I could name the hundreds of people who have reached out and are helping me through this difficult time, but these individuals don't expect that. They are here because they want to be.
I do have to mention one particular lovely lady. Dad, you met her about 2 months before you passed away. It was the night you were goofing around with Teddy and collecting trinkets. She was there.
Julie is an earth angel, if that does exist. She was always a friend through work but has became a friend I cannot live without. She over analyzes situations and gives the best advice. She really knows what's important in life.
She is here with me always, even if she is not always near by....
You would be so proud, impressed and happy about the people I have in my life. They won't let me fail. They won't let me fail.......keep reinforcing that.
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