I feel sad leaving Elle though. I've traveled all week for work and only really spent an hour or two with her last night and tonight. She's starting to take more and more steps each day and is loving her classroom..."she has so much personality" the teachers say......Ted has caught a cold and is slammed at work so we've been a little overwhelmed....and whenever I am overwhelmed I miss my folks even more. They would come. If I whined enough. But Ted will enjoy his weekend with miss Elle...and one of the teachers at her school is going to come play with her for a few hours on Saturday so Ted can get caught up on work. Life is busy and hectic but I always make time for friends. Always. I want to fly out and spend time with my friends and meet their new babies....I know when we first had Elle- all of the visitors we had each and every weekend meant so much. I've watched all of these years see my parents be loyal friends...a new baby, a death in the family-they were there.
I hope I will always be just like them because I know how easy it can be to get caught up in your own life, trust me, sometimes I feel like everyday I am caught up in my own internal issues but I hope none of my relationship suffer but it's hard at times.....life is really different for us now since my parents are gone. But I am proud to say through almost two years of the sadness and pain, I continue to make time for the important things and will enjoy myself....but there are always the daily "moments" but I have almost accepted that those are now part of my life.
All my love,
Melissa
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