Sunday, April 20, 2008

What I would give..



What I would give, for one more day, with you.


What I would give, to take away any pain you may have felt.


What I would give, to call you right now, I used to call you every day.


What I would give, for one more taste of your cheesecake Mom, and for Dad's home cooked meals.


What I would give, to have Dad waking us up at 6am when visiting, by unloading our dishwasher, making us breakfast or watering our lawn.


What I would give, to tell you what amazing parents you were to us and how blessed we were to have you.


What I would give, for one more Holiday Dinner, shared with family and friends.


What I would give, for one more cruise around Half Moon Lake, on Dad's newly renovated Pontoon boat.


What I would give, to see you and Dad at the park, with Aydan.


What I would give, to go back in time, to somehow change the outcome of this tragedy.


What I would give, to pick Dad and Ted up from the bar, laughing and goofing around.


What I would give, to be able to embarrass Mom by my singing, while in public.


What I would give, for one more game of 31, where Mom wins the pot of money.


What I would give, for one more dance with Dad, to the song "sweet Melissa".


The little things that I mention above are what I will miss the most. Ted and I were so lucky to have such incredibly loving, supportive and caring parents such as you. You were the first to see any of our new towns we lived in and found your favorite spots within the first day. You made friends with our neighbors immediately, and left your mark on everyone you touched.


What we would all give, for one more day, with you.


I'm trying to be strong, Mom and Dad.


I will talk to you tomorrow. Love you.








13 comments:

Unknown said...

Oh Mel, I'm crying my eyes out right now...I just got off the phone with Nicky discussing how much we are thinking of you. I asked her if she thought it was ok if I reached out to you yet, and she said yes of course. As I hung up, I noticed I had a new email and it was your blog. I just love the front pic you posted of you and your mom and can hear your contagious laugh right now...I hope you never stop laughing and smiling as your mom and dad still are as they look down upon you and guide you. You're in all my prayers. Love always Xoxo, Kiley

Anonymous said...

Wow Mel...you are a strong and amazing woman! Nick and I have so many memories with your parents; upnorth, at the Closes', Christmas Eve dinners, and of course Boomers. All of them are cherished close to our hearts as they will never be forgotten. I think of you, Ted, Christina, Aydan, Matt, and the entire Olszowy family every minute of the day! I know it will never be the same without them but just remember each day is better than the day before.

Stay strong as I know it is not the easiest thing to do but I am always by your side helping you along the way. Just remember your parents are there guiding you along every step of the way as well!

What I would give, is to have one more bite of your mom's famous cheesecake since I always passed on each opportunity I had!

I love you Mel and hang in there girl!
XOXO, Mel

Anonymous said...

Melissa,
I love the idea of your blog.
I know that writing about my own blog has helped me sort through some of my thoughts,joys, fears feelings dealing with life and Traceys cancer diagnosis and treatments.
I'll know a little bit about how you're doing, by reading these posts.
We will be nearby as you continue on your lifes journey. I know that you are strong. But don't hestitate to reach out for help.
Love Aunt Debbie

Anonymous said...

Melissa,
Your blog is truly amazing. I know it will be difficult for you and Ted, Christina and Matt. We do have many wonderful memories with your Mom and Dad and we will continue to make memories and as you said, take them on some wild journey's with your young and exciting life. You know we are always here and if you need a shoulder to cry or an ear to express any concerns, fears or happiness on I am here for you always.
I will always love you,

Mom Close

Anonymous said...

Hey Little Mel..I am so inspired by your courageousness and unfathomable strength. I am here for you always!! My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family each and every day..Sending positive vibes.. See you tomorrow..

strength is what you have that’s stronger than ever
strength is the only power that is stronger than any power of mankind
strength is something that gives you the power to carry on
strength gives you the power to help someone you love
strength is a power that you have within yourself

Love ya.. Julie

MaryS said...

Melissa, you ae truly an amazing woman! Your parents raised an incredible person and are so proud of you. They will forever be by your side as you continue to make them so very proud. Please don't hesitate to reach out for help to all those surrounding you with their love and support when you need it. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers every day. xoxo Mary

Jess said...

I cannot think of a better way to begin the healing process...such beautiful words.

Remember, Tom and I are here for you always.

Florida's caaaaaaaaalling you!

Anonymous said...

Dear Melissa-my daughter Sarah Weiss sent me your blog. My heart is breaking for you -- as a mom-what a great tribute to your parents and to the good life you had and continue in a different way.
They will be with you wherever you are now and I will keep you and yours in my prayers as you go through what nothing can prepare you for...Cathy W

Anonymous said...

Mel-as I read your blog and look at the pictures of memories you shared with your parents, I can see the love you all have for each other. You are such a beautiful person, you truly are your Mother's daughter. Your parents shaped the person you are today, and for that you should be very proud. You are going to take them on the most amazing journey, and they are going to see life again through you. I love you, and am always here for you.

Love,

Nicky

Anonymous said...

Melissa, my daughter, Ashley, passed your blog along to me, and I am so glad she did. I wanted you to know that we have been keeping you in our prayers here in Tennessee. My friends, family and I are so sorry for your loss. Your blog is a beautiful tribute to your mom and dad. I pray that you will find your refuge in the power and strength of our Savior and rely on Him to see you through this very difficult time. We will continue to pray!
With love, Renee

Anonymous said...

melissa you are so strong!! don't let anyone tell you differntly. wow, we hope we can be that strong if we face any bad situations in our future! but always know its ok to fall, but just pick yourself back up! ~todd and meghan donaldson

Nikki said...

Melissa I am so incredibly blessed to know you and your wonderful parents. I remember hanging out with them after Mel and Nick's wedding and I couldn't stop laughing. They were the life of the party and I will always remember them that way. I would give anything for this to not be happening to you and I am thinking of you all the time. This site is beautiful. You have and will continue to make your parents smile and be so proud. I love you so so much. Love, Nikki

jeannine said...

Hi girls. Such a nice article in the news herald. You have been on my mind wondering how you were doing.You wouldn't remember me,but you may remember Steven Harris or his brother Bob who has a long friendship with with your dad. Bob passed away not much before your parents, that was the last time I saw them. We use to visit your old cottage and fish on your pantoon boat. Bob's parents had a place in the Harrison area too. Had alot of fun with your parents when we were young. I wanted to let you know what nice people your parents were and our thoughts turn to you and your sister often, what beautiful girls you have become. Take Care Steve and Jeannine Harris